Random Forest

I would love to be in the middle of a forest right now. Being forced, OK, it was more of a requirement to work during my breaks that I use to do my 15-minute random doodles has thrown me off all day today! I did not forget and now the feeling of doing something wrong is gone. I continued even though my anxiety was shooting through the roof getting side glances from my office partner.

Random Word: Forest

January 6th, 2018

At least I remembered to type 18 instead of 17 so I have that going for me today. One perk to having C-PTSD is the insomnia sometimes. I couldn’t sleep and instead of my head being flooded with anxiety and doubt I focused on ideas, stories and sketches. I know I’m going to need a nap before work but that’s OK. The only thing that is bugging me is wondering how writers do it?

I don’t mean writing but I mean writing…ya know? I had/have tons of ideas but when I sit to write I draw a blank. I have found an unused notebook that I don’t really have a designated purpose for and will keep that by my bed for sleepless night thoughts for stories. I have a therapy appointment today and I need to talk about the resentment I am having towards my husband. We are just not getting along and he refuses to talk to me about anything so in turn, I don’t talk to him. I don’t want to talk to him…that’s what’s scaring me.

Positive side, I walked away from donuts and cookies yesterday and did a small workout. I think I’m just going to through myself into some art or try my hand at lettering. Who knows. Have a great Saturday guys…and let me know what projects are on your agenda this weekend.

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