365 Day Project: 7

The weather here in Wisconsin (or at least my area) is SUPER icky right now. Cold, wet, rainy, and windy doesn’t exactly scream for me to get out of the car. I figured the only way to get better at taking photos at night with my phone is to get out there and do it! Trying to work with framing, composition and figuring out lighting options on my phone proved to be a difficult task. Especially when I’m trying to capture photos without someone calling the cops on me (yeah I live in that kind of town). I think this would be a monochromatic palette orĀ Analogous. I’m not going to lie it’s giving me a bit of anxiety trying to figure out which one. The hex codes are below from left to right. Have a great night everyone!

#BFB960
#BF946F
#733C30
#401713
#0D0000

Once Bitten

Yesterday I opened my email and seen that the job posting site I use recommended two jobs. Still, a little shaken (you know the whole once bitten, twice shy scenario) I reluctantly clicked the ‘apply’ button. Then I started remembering my interaction with the last interviewer. I remember feeling like I was less than the person interviewing me. Was I imagining it? Probably. But there was this air around her that she thought she was better than me because she was interviewing me. Her actions, the way she acted bored, how she didn’t shake my hand. All in my head? Maybe. But this is what I do. I overthink EVERYTHING about ANYTHING. It’s like a piece of gum. I chew all the flavor out of it then make everything worse by sticking it in my hair.

My interview is next week. I’m going to dress comfortable but not so casual that I look like I’m just going to the mailbox. I’m going to try and make it as comfortable for me to sit there. I’m going to remember that Facebook ads can only be 20% text and I’m going to remember what a damn pixel is. I’m going to be confident and I’m going to be me. I think my problem was last time was I was pretending to be someone like my interviewer. I’m not better than anyone else. The last interviewer felt cold and decided when first meeting me that she didn’t like me. Still, probably all in my head.

So, YAY! Friday! YAY! Interview. The weekend is going to be full of class work and planning (looks like we have snow moving in meaning I’m not leaving my house). Happy Friday everyone!

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