Today was a great coming out of the gate. I made it into work on time and in a positive frame of mind. Then I found out what was really being said about me and was told that I act like an adult and the ‘persons’ responsible are acting like children. That’s great and all but I’m the anxious over-thinker worried about losing my job over untruthful BS. So, I wrote my short story and felt better…loads better. The story was fun and I tried to turn the prompt into something no one expected.
Then there were meetings and of course, I’m sitting across from the forked-tongued individuals. No eye contact was made but the tension was clearly visible. I did, however, thrive in the meeting which I’m afraid only made worse. They were talking a design and coding language that I understand and could speak back. Then they were later showed my computer station where I was able to be the geek that I am explaining what I do and how I do it.
Now for my good stuff of the day. I think I need to start thinking about the positive elements of my day to help keep the negative from playing over and over in my head. I was nominated for two more blogging awards which I will curate those blogs Friday. SUPER excited about those and I will thank those people again and give them the recognition they deserve. And I have decided to participate in the A to Z challenge! I know it’s a big bite to take but I thought since I want to also participate in the NANO month challenge it would be a great exercise. I have been able to write my 6-word stories, daily doodles and even write short stories through other prompts why not actually plan something and work on it.
A to Z needs a theme. I have decided to add a page to the site just for this but can also add other challenges I decided to do. So I will be working on that this week as well. It makes me feel good to think about writing and things like this. I will also start my alphabet journal the same day as my challenge begins. That’s my start date and should end the same time as my challenge. I am still going to try to also keep up with my daily doodles and 6-word stories.
RECAP LIST
- A web page for the A-Z challenge (Need to figure out theme and category)
- Alphabet watercolor journal (animals, foods, flowers, colors…buildings?)
- Award Posts
All in all the blog, art, writing, and the music I listen to help me through the anxiety and depressive states from outside individuals that feel my C-PTSD isn’t real. I wish they could spend a day in my brain. So, off to do my doodle and some research. Thanks for reading Y’all.
Congratulations!
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Thank you 🙂
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Work stuff can be so annoying…glad you are focusing on the positive. Some great creative ideas coming up, I look forward to seeing your progress.
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Thank you. The only fear I have of these ideas is failing the daily of it but I’ll never know until I challenge myself. 🙂
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Keep doing what you are doing!!
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Congratulations on choosing to focus more on positive things that happen. I find that when I do my life becomes so much easier! ❤️
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That’s awesome! I’m just learning to focus more on the good than the bad or ‘impending’ possible doom. 🙂
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Haha if we’re afraid we’re thinking too much about the future! Let’s enjoy the present and let the future be what it will be. 😁
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❤️ Truth!
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